Conflicts

Conflicts are abound. I am conflicting with so many people around me and it's getting to me. I am sure that my vibe is contributing to more conflicts, so I am trying to chill out. It is hard.

The latest one is with the ex-wife. She feels threatened by every little thing and tries to dominate me or situations and the best way to do so is to use the kids. I cut her off short tonight and she responded with swearing and accusations (learned it from her uncle, if anyone knows about my run-in with THAT son of a bitch). I told her I was getting off teh phone and she said, "Have fun," and hung up. Fuck her. I feel her to be no threat to me, but she can fuck with the kids. Hopefully she won't do that. I make things very easy for her and I am willing to stop in order to make feed my ego. She is trying to make an issue where none exists.

I was really looking forward to going camping with Sarge because I want to get away from people, but that isn't going to happen because of the ex. That makes me resentful. So fuck her.

~J