The Sky Was Beautiful Tonight

I just jumped rope for about three minutes with my new jumprope and my arms feel like shoelaces. Man, am I glad I didn't get the weighted handled rope! I am seriously sweating as I type this. Wow. Also rode today, but it wasn't a great session. Didn't really get anywhere, just kind of took it easy. I worked hard all day and didn't have much left. I am hoping the jumprope will help me raise my energy level. I need it.

And thanks to everyone who read my story and let me know they were worried about me...by the way... if you think for a second that I am anywhere close to killing myself, please punch yourself in the face right now. I mean it, right fuckin now. You should all know that this is kinda how I write. it is meant to capture an emotion or a state of mind, not a cry for help. No church for me, no vitamins, no anti-depressants, etc. I'm a writer, not suicidal...unless it makes for writing!

~J